Yeah, guess where my ideas come from? where did my strenght comes from? where did my guts come from?
My friends and I were all blessed on the Easter day…Thank you Lord Jesus for your sacrifice. I wish I can be cleaned from my sin, outward and also inward but I always sin. I know you died for us to clean our sin and yet I always sinned. I don’t seek for your forgiveness but I want you to always remind me to walk on the path you set for me…
Thank you and I am sorry for your pain and dissapointment. At least, what I can do for you is what I am doing at the moment. Continue to guide me Lord…you know how weak I am. I need to be protected under your WINGS and LOVE.
Easter has passed…2008. While I was driving my car, my thought ran back to my brother. Sadly, I have to say, perhaps I was meant not to have a brother. God never really wants me to have a brother, so I guess I have to admit that I don’t have a brother anymore.
I know my heart still yearn for one but if it is not God’s blessing then I shall not keep thinking of it. I am sorry, very sorry for what and how things happened. Sometimes, I can just knock my head on the wall for being such a girlish lady-not independent enough. My brother, whom life experiences has taught me few lessons, has knock me out from my imaginary fantasy. As much as I want to say stubbornly that …lets just forget and say…
Ann Nyeong…bo ko sip po … ha ji man ji kem mo du ob sem ni da. mian ham ni da. ha na nim sa rang ham ni dah.
One evening, while we were in the car, on our way to fetch Samuel from art class, I asked Daniel, “What is your name?” As usual, he refused to answer and make fun of the question. I asked him few times, even offered him buns and food which include ice cream, still he refused.
Finally, I gave up. I guess he can sense my dissapointment so with his sheepish smile, he said “my name is Daniel.” Ha ha…Since then, he would say his name and also “I am three years old.”
Ah…my little mission is complete 
NOW, I must get him to sing some songs correctly. eh…
I didn’t write so much about Daniel’s growth because I didn’t find the time to do it and nowadays, so many things to do on the computer, I just get tired typing again. However, I do know my little Daniel, as I see him grow day by day.
How should I write about him? I would tell my friends, “he is really ’stupid’”. I always teach Samuel not to call anyone stupid but I really commented such about my little Daniel.
It is so difficult to teach him new concepts or knowledge or skills because he is always an adventurous little guy in this little world. He loves cats because of their tails that he could pull, he loves ultraman for the actions that they provided him and he loves me for the comfort that I gave him. He dislikes his brother because he would always disturb him and quarell with him but he would ask whereabout his brother when he don’t see him.
He would not say his name. Already 3 years old still cannot say his own name. When asked, he would reply “no ka tau.” I don’t know what it is but I know he would have no problem going to new school because he loves children and schools.
A little child he sees everywhere, immediately he run towards them and dancing around them. A bit horrified for the little child, but this is Daniel. My little darling. Now, I kiss him and hug him more than big Samuel. Guess they do grow up and when they do, it really takes lots of patient and loves to care for them.
I love Daniel and if you see him, you would too because he is a little mischievious (didn’t get the spelling right, I know) devil with his sincere smiles.
28 February 2008, it was Samuel’s last day in CEC. I know he will miss his friends whom he dears so much, Nisa, Hannah, Shami, Isabelle and the other two twins. He has very close relationship with them, especially with NISA whom he quarelled so often and Hannah whom he always something to share with.
To clear my guilt for making him change school, I decided to hold a farewell party for him in CEC. I get his dad to buy a farewell cake (cause no place to park our car so I have to wait outside.)
Later his dad came, and Samuel happily said “it is chocolate cake.” His dad said ” wow, the guy is very clever. He spotted my spelling mistake. He wrote “Good byte” on the message paper, whereas well you know the correct one right?
Heh, being an IT guy, I cannot blame him. Anyway, Samuel had his wonderful time and tomorrow will be his first day in new school. Go SAMUEL Go! Mummy know you have no problem adapting to the new school.
Like Mummy, Like Son.
